omg..... =(

haiz... wasnt in the office for the past half of the week cos of a seminar.. then today got a big "present" for me once I step into the office... juz learnt that my Langkawi trip is confirmed..ROARRRRRRR.... i tink i really need to vent all my frustration and irritation... dunno why they always only approve at the very last minute =( actually already more or less knew that I cant escape from this... ) but on and off.. I have been praying that some miracle would happen and that I wont need to go for it...
Many people might think that it's really great opportunities that I get to go for these meetings overseas... but but but... guess no one really understands the complications involved.... =( There r like 101 reasons why I totally detest this...

1. It's not like I'm going somewhere with lots of things to do... but oni to go there for boring meetings.. which sometimes need to offer comments and it's so super stressful cos of the severity of saying the wrong things..
2.I'm going to be away for like 8 days????? and that already translate to dunno how much costs in terms of my dance and keyboard lessons...esp now that the so exp jazz course has started =(
3. I'm going to miss dancing...
4. I'm going to miss dancing...
and the reason goes on to number 100.. and will still be... haiz...
I'M SO SO SOOOOO SOOOOOOO going to miss dancing!!!!

wad to do... everything is already set... I dun even haf a choice.. but like wad my mum said.. i need the job for me to pay for my expensive dance passion... so....
I guess I juz haf to ren ming bahhhh...

Sighhhhh such a blueeee monday...esp with such devastating news.. =(
think the only thing to look forward allllll day is yi zhi du xiu laterz.....